Mentaldave

Gay Chap from Hull in the UK.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Another club night looms!!!!

We had a great one last week, slow to get going then boom, off it went. Had such and atmosphere but I was so knackered I had little time to enjoy it. I had so many people trying to hug me, two of which managed to get their drink down my back :-(

Got my uni accommodation sorted out which is fab, Student D. I gonna be doing a three year course in computer science. I am a bit afraid of the maths, always done my head in. I can't wait to get access to the student bar, i am going to be lashed all the time lol

My little Crazy mate has gone off to work in Sheffield tonight, i gonna miss him even though he is a total maniac, probably why i miss him lol I spoke to someone who I fell out with a long time ago today, looks like is all on the road to recovery finally, I hope it lasts. I think we hurt each other as badly so there were no winners. Only time will tell on that one.

Oh before I go I had a sexual dream the other night. I was amazed lol I met some bloke in a church of all places then snogged his face off in the vestibule. I think it means I am getting some loving feelings back after Mike afterall it has been a year I suppose. Oh well, here we go, wish me luck :-p

Dave
xx

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Grrr Postman...


Bloody postman at 8:30am, bang bang bang. Does he not realise that I don't want it? I'll happily go and collect it from the post office. I am going to nut him the next time he does it. Fortunately my brother woke up before me so I just managed to get to sleep. Had a right wierd dream after that about someone from the club. Nothing sexual, I could not possibly have a sexy dream LOL Must be great to have a sexual dream all the time, wake up needing a fag(not that I smoke) and all satisfied lol

Got my uni stuff this morning, most exciting. I get to choose a free module so law it is for me, I like that subject even though it can be terribly boring. Our club got a stall at the freshers fayre, that gonna be fun lol Back to work, just designing a new signup script for the website, alot easier said than done lol

Monday, August 15, 2005

Welcome to Hull!

Ermm how the hell do you start one of these off?
Ok a little bit about me. I am 30 year old guy, originally from Hampshire and in September 2004 moved to Hull. Why you ask? Simple really, I left my boyfriend of 4 years and wanted to get away from it all.

I set up a little website for Gay Dating which seems to be doing nicely and I am looking at starting a degree in IT this September at Hull Uni. I also run a Club Night in Hull for anyone who does not care about theirs or anyone else's sexuality!
I suppose it would be an idea to give you an insight into me. I have battled with mental illness all my life. Nothing psychotic or mania, just very difficult and upsetting depression. I have a gift on one hand of being extremely intelligent but it seems in order to attain this gift something must be taken in return. I have had what could only be described as a turbulent time, especially since puberty and it has only been recently I seem to be winning the battle. I think one of the most frustrating parts to mental illness of all kinds is the total lack of understanding by a reasonable percentage of my fellow mankind. It is as debilitating as a wheelchair, as damaging and any viral or bacterial infection and as complex and multifaceted as the most extreme science known to man but as long as all the medical professionals can hide behind prescriptions why should we worry? Simple, the answer is not in a bottle, it is your own mind that can cure you and that is what I am working out now.

Well there is enough to get on with, more tomorrow :-)